I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.
the worst feeling in the world is to know you were used and lied to by someone you trusted
- Unknown (via thatkindofwoman)
Banning Liebscher (via littlethingsaboutgod)
I hate watching something or listening to something and it triggers my depression:(…. i feel so lonely and friendless its ridiculous … i feel like a worthless piece of fat crap .. i hate how after ppl found out about my attempted suicide , they said theyd be there if i ever needed them and i dont .. no one texts me to see how im doing or see if im ok or even a simple Hi .. nothing :’( and when i go to talk to them i feel like i am annoying them … it hurts so much to think ppl just lie to me to make me feel good about myself when all i really have is myself and that sucks .
Im such a nice person with such a big heart and yet here i am crying my eyes out …
I just wish it would get better 😔💔